Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Grow


My heart has been so heavy lately. Literally, I feel like there's an anvil in my chest. The previous posts have been my little attempts to act like everything is okay. Honestly, everything isn't okay. By no means are things terrible. I'm just going through some really intense growing pains. When you've been the typical stubborn only child for so long and everyone loves you just how you are, it's hard to change your habits. Despite all of my whining, I'm totally looking forward to becoming better--a better wife, a better friend, and a better smile-and-nodder. 
 

3 comments:

Ninotchka said...

Growth spurts of any sort are generally uncomfortable and daunting. Sending you love & hugs to help you through this rough time. xo

Kay Jay See Bee said...

I'm with you on that! I'm trying to be better, but it's very difficult. *sigh*

Bea said...

@Nino Thanks so much for your support. :)

@Kathy Why didn't anyone tell us that it was pretty tough to be a grown up? :)